the key to ones power

before i start off on my usual rant let me first show you a line i came up with..

"the difference between following a dream and not is being someone who made it and someone who didnt.."

back to my rant..

have you ever felt an explosive burst of anger within yourself....its like a fire that just ignites..and the resulting energy is so enormous that you feel super alive..every sense of yours is amplified hundred fold..

humans evolved from our primal ancestors, the first cavemen were rudimentary beings who relied on nothing more than their instinct to get through their days, and getting through a caveman day usually meant fighting off mammoths, sabre tooth tigers, and lil squirrel like things runnin after acorns (ice age anyone?  :)    ) and to last through one of these days, our ancestors needed to descend to the same level as the creatures they were fighting..

pure, powerful, all consuming, delicious, intoxicating RAGE..

in todays world everything is governed by diplomacy, and you do not find use for the primal instincts...which we have buried deep within layers and layers of so called civility..

recently i had this incident with another person...and while the incident itself passed without event (i fought him verbally, and beat his ass with barely a thought...)

its the aftermath which interests me..

I find that I cannot even think about that filthy lil worm without my vision turning red and my spirit energy goin through the roof (bleach anyone?  :)    )

I just wanna pulverize every bone in his pathetic excuse for a body..and heres the funy part..

I am not a violent person, talk to people who know me and Im sure that among the colorful adjectives they will use to describe me, you will not find "violent" you will however find "stupid, crazy, completely nuts, and !$%!%!@$%! which is the closest human translation to the original martian statement...

why was the martian angry at me? it involved a coupla beers, a water hose, and a martian strip club.....go figure... I mean how could I have known that the water would not come out the other end...

ahem..!! back to what I was saying...

so why is it that im so angry at this person? I have no clue, but I think my ancestors in their furs, holding their war clubs are up there somewhere...hollering at me to crush this lil rat...

i wish they would not entice me so...

weird post huh? I know, i just wanted to put this out here..

neway,

catcha later..

magus.