Tuesday, October 23, 2007

still here

the title is kinda weird but , ah well what the hell...right?
but it is relevant in one way...things keep changin around you but ur still there...
within ur mind nothins changed and ur still the same person but all around you time flows on..
peoples faces, their voices, their behaviour everything is a variable....constantly evolving ..
evolution of behaviour is of course a question of perspective....some might say that a more apt term would be degradation of behaviour...
i for one would advocate selective use of either word..
these days in college are turning out to be quite different from what im used to...
i;ve lost one of my closest friends, a person upon whom i used to depend a lot to get thru each and every day in coll....
i spose i leaned on her a lil too much that i drove her away...anyway thats all history now..
so when i was lost and broken i found solace where i least expected it....my class...
i never actually knew anyone from my class since i never felt the urgency to mingle, i kinda always had the impression that i had her to lean on...but once that slot opened up..
i started talkin to my mates and found out more bout them...
i started feelin much more connected to them than ever before and it felt great...
i dont know whether they felt the same and i don wanna know..
all i know is, they were there for me when i needed them the most, so heres to my batch..
i wish i'd taken the time to know you guys much better but now im gonna make the most of what time i have left...
so on the whole, yea this was one helluva random post, but , well thats me....a random kinda guy...
peace out.
later...
The kid

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