Monday, June 29, 2009

the terrible trio (part 1)

scary kinda name isn't it? Well, the actual story is hardly worthy of the title but like I have mentioned before, I am horrid at giving titles to my blog posts. So there..!!
After my 10th grade, and my decent performance, came the vacations before the 11th standard's commencement. This was a blissfull time, the only thing cooler than vacation is going on vacation with the knowledge that you kicked ass in the exams. The family went to our favortie getaway, Goa. First however we stopped for praying at the Mookambika temple in Karnataka. After this we drove to Goa and it was as beautiful as ever. The beaches are great and so is the food, and there is so much to choose from. I am sure that if you find just the right place they might even offer to serve to you the loch ness kebab made from....yes...you guessed correctly a local vegetable called hness from a plant called the loc plant which grows only in the line of control (Mega ouch..!! that attempt at humor was so horrible that I just got a call from down below telling me that this single joke had offset all my good deeds till now....DRAT!!). My family and meself, we had always really enjoyed Goa, the place has this relaxing aura about it which affects everyone. Even for a master of the uptightness school like me it is impossible not to chill.
After spending a few glorious weeks in Goa we headed back, me still basking in the glow of my academic exploits, my mom basking in the glow of her slave driving skills, my dad basking...well he was pretty much focused on driving (which is good..) and my brother, much younger at that time, calling out "Veerappan.....Veerappan....." even though we had expressly asked him not to do so. We were travelling through a ghat area and it had been known to harbor brigands of whom the aforementioned and now deceased Veerappan had been the leader. In short the drive back home was good.
Eleventh standard was interesting mostly due to my inner turmoil. I never had , didnt and most probably wont ever consider myself an intelligent student, and I knew for a fact that I was not at all hardworking, in fact I was one of the laziest out there (Not a few times have I been likened to a sloth..). Keeping the above deficiencies in mind I had no clue as to how I had scored the marks I scored in the tenth, but I was determined to duplicate the feat since it seemed to keep everyone happy. Well.....almost everyone, the kids who had been scoring good marks until then looked at me with venom in their eyes and I could almost hear their thoughts going 'He does not put in a tenth of the work we put in yet how did he do this? Could our calculations have been wrong?' and so on. It was funny to have 'foiled' their plans (and kinda satisfying).
I did not do anything wrong in particular it was more like an inevitable occurrence. About which I shall speak in a bit, first I feel I ought to justify the title of this post. I joined for entrance coachin in my eleventh standard. It was this one institute called Talent Sindia which I joined finally (I say finally because I had tried two other places before this, both of these quite interesting stories in themselves but for a later time..). At Talent sindia I ran into this one guy called simon, and this one other guy called Arvind (there was a fourth dude, who kinda vanished after two years and never really came back into the picture). I got along famously with these guys, they were similar in attitude and the presence of an all encompassing confusion as to what in the nine hells they were doing going to classes for entrance exams. Our classes used to get over at around 745PM and then we would all walk towards the spot from where we could catch the buses back home. Simon and Arvind would go in one direction and me and the other guy, Arjun would go in the other. It was so nice, walking and talking with them after a class which none of us really understood but had to pretend to have comprehended to the utmost extent since anything less and the sir would visit his divine wrath upon us by way of mocking us in front of all the others.

This sir is one of the few people whom I respect to the maximum extent possible and I shall always want to impress him since it would only be something worthwhile which could do so. Along with his amazing knowledge and communication skills he also had the word fighting skills of a champion. Using not a single obscenity (kinda obvious since hes a sir) and not even once getting angry, he could decimate any persons verbal responses or even queries in a few cases. And for all the others in the class it would be impossible not to laugh at the poor bloke who is being subjected to this verbal onslaught. More about the sir later.

The four of us became fast friends, not of the usual sort with a lot of heart warming activities, and standing together hands clasped heroically as some smooth and encouraging song plays in the background. No, we were quite different from the Hollywood definition of friends, we were more like soldiers hunkered down together in the same trench under heavy enemy fire. We either lost or never had a sergeant who could have directed us so in addition to being scared crapless we were lost without a hope. People under these circumstances develop a kinship which is uncommon in strength and resilience. Just the other day I met Simon, and even though we rarely hang out or even chat, we were able to spend an enjoyable time together. And just like soldiers, veterans who get together, we revisited the times we had spent.

More in this stream in part 2....
if anyone is reading this, hope ur havin fun...
for the others...well theres really no point in me tellin you nethin is there?

Magus.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

nostalgia..

Nostalgia's a weird thing dont you think? I mean we hear so many proverbs and other wise sayings to the effect of "Go forward, dont look back" and yet when we do turn around and take a few glances what we see always makes us feel.....well....for lack of a better word, weird. Just the other day I was talking to this one acquaintance of mine from back in the day (wow, i always wanted to use that expression 'back in the day'. makes me feel like an ol' timer...yee haw!! crap..i think I really miss Florida...) and it was real nice.

I use nice to sum up the conversation since it defines the overall nature of the way things went. Was it completely smooth? Well, mostly, but there were a few points at which I was like "oh kay..what to say now?..how bout 'hey did you hear bout that dude who got his new console? It is sweeeeet!!' or ' zen has always held a dear place in my mind. What about you?' or 'eehh.....whats up doc?' see, by now I am totally clutching at straws.. (The straws make a mysterious appearance yet again..coincidence or conspiracy..stay tuned to find out....for those of you heretics who dont read my blog, the straws were mentioned in the last post, hence the terribly funny joke in the previous line..). However, heres the funny thing, anytime this came up, instantly some recollection wandered into the conversation and it instantly became a jaunt down memory super highway (yea, I decided to call it super highway instead of memory lane, so sue me..)

It was really nice to talk about so many things that happened back then. When we were younger we had a totally fresh and uncomplicated way of looking at things and even though this might not have been the most efficient thing to do, it was certainly fun. Its like, when you come home from school all tired and stuff and all you have to worry about is whether you are going to play that new game you installed on the pc or watch that new show about mutant mice riding on harleys (the mice are from mars by the way.....why are they from mars? ask the fox network...i have no clue). Looking back I can sense an inherent simplicity in those acts which is lost on everything I do these days.

Maybe it is the natural order of things simple first complex later and then simple again and then completely absent. One might notice that I have likened the complexity of the events to the stages of man.

It was nice catching up with this one person, and I intend to keep the contact alive as far as I can.

As far as all other things are concerned I am havin a nice time back home, learning a lot of web development related stuff and also been messing around with a few music ideas.

If someone came and asked me whether I have any idea as to where I am headed, I would stare blankly at him and then shake my head with no expression on my face. I have not the slightest inkling of an idea as to where im going but maybe most people dont either. Maybe its the ones who are so sure of their path that are the most conflicted inside. This is merely speculation not expressed desire, I would not wish conflict on anyone.

Magus.