something...

the title is jus for the sake of it...
i dno what im gonna write bout in this post..
as the melodic and melancholy strains of richard marx singing now and forever wash over me i realise that things in my life are not the way they should be..
if someone is to ask me precisely what is wrong, i would be unable to find an answer, it is not any particular thing.
Its my complete situation i suppose.
Shunned....an outcast, for as long as i can remember, i dont know why things are this way....
its not like i've tried to alienate anyone on purpose, but people jus dont seem to want to be friends with me....im not whining, i dont really care....though at times i wish things were different...
i wish i could have been popular, surrounded by friends, the life and soul of the party...
given my current situation i could never ever fill the above mentioned role but if things had been different, who knows right?
this post is not a sad one....im just thinkin bout things in mylife and the way they stand...
mebbe if i record this now, on a later date when all the crap has been moved...and when i actually start livin a life which i enjoy...mebbe then, readin this is going to feel good...
thats why im bloggin in the first place....
my own version of time travel..
another thing people...
i kno i aint got the right to preach to no one...but whoever your true friends are....make sure that you let them know how important they are to you, tell them bout how you would be empty without them....make sure that they know..
this is very important, even though people say that validation is not important, the first truth is that it is veeeeeeeeeery important...
on that note im endin this post..
peace be with you.
The kid.