something...

the title is jus for the sake of it...
i dno what im gonna write bout in this post..
as the melodic and melancholy strains of richard marx singing now and forever wash over me i realise that things in my life are not the way they should be..
if someone is to ask me precisely what is wrong, i would be unable to find an answer, it is not any particular thing.
Its my complete situation i suppose.
Shunned....an outcast, for as long as i can remember, i dont know why things are this way....
its not like i've tried to alienate anyone on purpose, but people jus dont seem to want to be friends with me....im not whining, i dont really care....though at times i wish things were different...
i wish i could have been popular, surrounded by friends, the life and soul of the party...
given my current situation i could never ever fill the above mentioned role but if things had been different, who knows right?
this post is not a sad one....im just thinkin bout things in mylife and the way they stand...
mebbe if i record this now, on a later date when all the crap has been moved...and when i actually start livin a life which i enjoy...mebbe then, readin this is going to feel good...
thats why im bloggin in the first place....
my own version of time travel..
another thing people...
i kno i aint got the right to preach to no one...but whoever your true friends are....make sure that you let them know how important they are to you, tell them bout how you would be empty without them....make sure that they know..
this is very important, even though people say that validation is not important, the first truth is that it is veeeeeeeeeery important...
on that note im endin this post..
peace be with you.
The kid.

Nice day

hey people...(yeah right!!)
one o the days in the past week i'd gone for this campus interview test at a college...
my motives were misplaced of course, i just wanted to cut my classes with a valid reason..
however , as it turned out, i managed to pull thru the test..
and yesterday, we had the rest o the formalities..
which involved a group discussion thing, an hr interview thing and a tech interview thing..
im happy to say that i made it thru it all.... and now i've made it into accenture!!
so that makes my placement record thing 100%,
i went for two companies and got into both of em...
kinda childish, mebbe so, but i don give a hoot!!
yesterday was really tirin and stuff, but it felt good to get the company call letter at the end of the day....i mean, it was something material which we could hold in our hands to tell ourselves that the day had indeed been rewardin, and in this god forsaken place, heaven knows that that kinda day comes along rarely..
newho....right now im recuperatin from yesterdays ordeal...
so later then..
bye and peace out..
employed lil kid :)
(sorry cudn resist thAT last one)

hi again

hey there...today is a dumb-ass tuesday....i hate tuesdays, i dunno why..
mebbe its coz a tuesday is neither here nor there...as in, its like bang in the middle of nowhere as far as the progression of the week is concerned..
the funniest things about this blog...is that i know no ones readin it but mebbe after a lotta years when i open this up and read allo this... i'll come as close to travelling back in time as ne human has....
will write more in the evenin i spose...
gtg now,...
peace out..
the lil kid!!

true love chap1

growin up...growin apart..

aright people..(funny aint it? im sure that no one is even readin this, but i don give a rats behind bout that)
this post is gonna be slightly more sombre..
i wanted to think bout growin up..
we all age (except elves they're soooooooooo cool!!)...we grow older, mind and body.. the changes in our mind are far more evident in certain cases, we find that we dont appreciate certain things we used to absolutely dig a while back..and the same goes for people...it is quite cold to talk bout "outgrowing" people but it happens i guess.. eventually you realise that you dont really like someone, in the worst cases you cant stand em nemore..saddest thing bein that, this change is in no way their fault .
So whose fault is it? i dunno...time itself?? mebbe..
newho...can such a thing be avoided?? I believe so...not escapin age, i meant the outgrowin people thing..
all you have to do if such an urge comes up, is close your eyes and think back to when you met that person and all the fun stuff u did together...bringin back these memories will ALWAYS help to hold back ne other darker feelins which time may hav given you..
theresa lot more to talk bout on that and i will do so later..
GROWIN apart,
people grow apart, it is one of the saddest events ever.. no cure exists..
unless the people involved fight against every single urge they have..every fibre of your body will be tellin you to press the self destruct button on the relationship..but if you can resist and hold on..then you may able to pull thru..
how do i know allo this.. i dunno, i just do..
you can either think bout what i said or laugh at me....or do both, like i said don really care..
thats it i think, more on these topics later..
the next topic is gonna be a good one..
check it out..
thats it for now,
peace out..

someone up there must like me

the title is kinda weird eh??
the reason is quite simple...i was sposed to have this major comp networks test yesterday...and as always, i hadn studied jackshit...
so here i was goin to coll and prayin for a miracle...that was when this weird light blazed all around me and i felt like heaven itself was watching me....YEAH RIGHT!! no light dudes..just an interesting diversion but whatdya kno DEAD END!! BACKTRACK PLEASE...
newho...i was on my way to coll and once i got there the fear worsened...coz, i saw that everyone else seemed to be so full of networking knowledge that i half expected to see bluetooth connections and the like spring up between them...(really sick attempt at humour...sorry!!)
so, me being the great warrior i am, decided....i must stand my ground, fight with honor...raise my blade and allat sorta stuff..
so i bunked class...
and thanks to whoever is watchin over me...the test got postponed...
WOOHOO!! like homer goes...
yea, well thats basically how my ass got saved, and it was a good thing...im quite attached to my ass....no really, look....((gets up and turns around presenting rear end for scutiny))
yea, thats it ...will write more later...
peace out..
toodle-oo
ze kid!!

errata

this post is in reference to the last one..
when i said that it was a huge challenge and stuff with the hdd...
i meant it in a good way...
most of the things i say, come out as jokes, and thus are open to misinterpretation...
a really really close friend of mine, used to get all the jokes comin out of me, and never used to be able to stop laughin...but now, he/she doesn get it nomore...
i wonder why the sudden change.
Tis is sad thing, when one moment you are perfectly understood and the nextmoment you seem to be put up on trial for heresy..or the like...
seeing the world as a joke...what dyu guys think bout this concept??
lemme kno...
peace out..
(P.S: GUYS, TRY AND UNDERSTAND MY JOKES...THEY MEAN A LOT TO ME AND IN A CERTAIN SKEWED WAY OF SPEAKING , THEY DESCRIBE THE PERSON THAT I AM....SO PLEASE, MAKE AN EFFORT....AND REMEMBER, I AINT TRYINA HURT NEONE HERE)

Of computers and stuff

Yea, so...today...hmm
din get much done...
went over to a close friends place and nearly managed to end that friendship for once and for all...
this happens a lot...
this time it was bout a computer.. she had this pc which was fairly good, it ran a decent windows xp and did all the regular computer things which computers do...
untill....(drum roll please!!)...lil kid arrives on the scene( for those of you who are already scratching at your heads...lil kid = yours truly )
how do you take a perfectly ok system and turn it into a potential computing nightmare...?? lemme at it thats how...
i wrecked the system, tried installin linux on it which bombed big time..
allo this happened a while ago and me bein the perfect gentleman did nothin to help her out..
and today her notebook took a break on her.. all hell broke loose..
ladies and gentlemen in the crowd , i'd like to say i fought the good fight, but she brought me down neway...
finally i have her pcs hdd with me, and im gonna try to redeem myself...
hope that the gods of cyberdom are smilin upon me, or atleast not frownin...
yea, thats my comp adventure..
later..
peace out..

The beginning

Hey y'all,
foist off, lemme tell ya i hav no damn idea bout bloggin, so this is probably goin to be one of those things you do which never actually take off but still manage to crash heavily.
For those of you who din get that one, chill, i don think i completely get what i was tryna say either.
This blog, is gonna be talkin bout a lot of things which im seein in my day to day life..
so the views are going to be a bit weird for some of you....but to all you cynics out there...happy reading dudes!!...
yea, as far as the intro goes i think thats good...
later then..
peace out,